Closed Door

𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴:
“Ain’t Talkin’ ‘Bout Love – Van Halen” ★
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Thu Jun 18 16:42

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Hii Stephen, bet you didn’t expect to

hear from me this soon lmao! Anyway

you probably don’t remember but one

time you shared with me that you take

zoloft for your depression and in return

I told you that I take… well a lot of things

for my BPD, HPD, and CPTSD. What

I didn’t tell you is that I’m also in DBT

Therapy; I learnt this thing called Radical

Acceptance and right now I’m radically

accepting that you’re a fucking piece

of shit. God that feels amazing to

get out. You know, I texted you I apologized

for catching feelings, which I shouldn’t

have done because I’m allowed to have

those. You know what shouldn’t be allowed?

A twenty-seven year old man coming over

to an eighteen year old’s apartment under

the guise of watching her favorite movie

together and putting his hand on her tit,

only asking if it was okay after the fact. I’ll

admit, I was naive, but I’m a teenager, I’m

allowed to be stupid. You’re GROWN. And

the worst part about it all is I thought we were

friends, I liked talking to you, it was fun to be

around you, but that’s not what it was to

you. You saw me cry and all you did

was offer me a carton of eggs, then ask how I

was feeling… two weeks later. And I blamed

myself. This whole time I’ve been mad at

myself because I liked you and I couldn’t stomach

the fact that you didn’t even see me as a

person, just a piece of ass, but today I’m

radically accepting that you never saw me for

me, instead you just wanted an easy hook-up.

Okay bye Stephen!!!

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Sorry you feel that way, I thought we

were fwb. I thought we were on the

same page

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Speaking of which you were the one

saying I should be more aggressive. Look

I know you’re younger but at the same

time you are an adult. And yea I’ll be

honest I was looking for fwb but you were

on board with that and you’d always call

me up for that so let’s not do this switch the

narrative thing. I know I’m not the best but

I’m definitely not a piece of shit and neither

or you. You know my work schedule and you

know I have to wake up early af. Sorry things

went this way but I think we have two different

viewpoints and need to part ways because this

isn’t right.

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Apologies if you got the wrong idea but I

didnt do anything wrong

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“Need to part ways” yea no fucking shit

that’s what I just said. I’ll admit calling

you a piece of shit was a little uncalled for

but can you blame me? I think you’re

forgetting what the f in fwb stands for.

Friends don’t only reach out when they

want to get their dick wet. Stephen I texted

you one time. Every other time it was you

texting me. There was no “Oh I thought we

were on the same page” because we never

talked about it. You know what we did talk

about? You told me that you’re emotionally

avoidant, as some who experience emotions at

a much higher volume than other people, I

think you need help. Because not once when

you said “sorry” did you put an “I” in front of it.

“I did nothing wrong” while insisting that we

were friends… your work schedule had nothing

to do with sending “hey, I saw you were

upset, is everything ok” the next day.

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That’s what a friend would have done.

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But anyway apologies again hope

everything goes well for ya

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*im sorry

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not to beat a dead horse but I said be more

“assertive” not “aggressive.” CPTSD kinda

gives you a good memory lol

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*for the record

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Fri Jun 19 7:21

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And one last thing because I deserve to

speak my truth. I’m not upset because you

don’t feel the same way I did. I’m upset because

you’re insinuating that we were friends and

the only time you didn’t text me because

you wanted to have sex, you texted me asking

if we could record it for money. So yea, you

are a piece of shit.

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Have a nice life.

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