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𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴:
“Sorry – Guns N’ Roses” ★
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Wed Jun 10 01:07

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im gonna be honest with you reading

all of that hurt because i never wanted

you to feel like you were fighting for

scraps from me or like the only time i

express wanting you is sexually i hear

what youre saying though and i can

see the pattern youre talking about i

struggle with showing affection the right

way because i get scared of messing up

or feeling like what i give wont be enough

(self sabotage) and instead of being

vulnerable i kind of hide behind jokes

or sexual comments thats not an excuse

but i do want you to understand where

my head is at sometimes
and honestly i hate that i made you

feel unseen after you were so open with me

from the beginning you trusted me with really

personal things and i shouldve done a

better job making you feel emotionally

safe wanted beautiful and appreciated outside

of anything sexual I keep thinking about

when we went to walmart and taco bell more

often than not those moments genuinely meant

something to me because i liked just being

around you i liked talking to you sitting with

you existing with you even when I was at

your apartment I lowkey was nervous cuz I

lowkey wanted to wait a bit before we did

anything of that magnitude i shouldve

made everything clearer instead of

assuming you just knew but you do

deserve reassurance from me without having

to beg for it or hint at it i hear you now for

real and i want to do better because you

matter to me more than ive properly

shown so thank you Redacted for telling

me this and I am not saying just to say this

I truly want to be better for you