Boy’s Room

𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴:
“Soldier Boy – The Shirelles” ★
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12-29-2022

13:11

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Are you saying you’re upset because

of me too?

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-And so are other people?

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Am I just making everyone upset?

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Please be honest with me

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honestly, yes. i am upset, you

are making me upset, because i

don’t want to lose you, i want

you to be around, i wish you

wouldn’t attempt to kill

yourself, because you matter to

me. it makes me mad that

someone as smart, beautiful,

and talented as yourself be

willing to throw it all away.

but i can’t stay mad or upset,

because you’re a great person and

my best friend, and i love you.

i’d be happy if you’d stop

trying to end your life.

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If you really cared about me and

you really loved me and if I

actually mattered to you. 

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You would see that I am suffering

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I just don’t want to miserable

for my whole life

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The only time I ever get a glimpse of

happiness is when I’m self harming

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And that’s fucked up

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It shouldn’t be like that

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So why is it so bad that I want to

end it all?

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I’m not that important to you

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Or anybody

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Y’all would be perfectly fine if

I were dead

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that is complete and utter

bullshit

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you’re so god damn important

to me, even if you don’t think

that

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you’re the only person i can

trust

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and i wouldn’t be fine if you

were dead I WOULD BE

LOCKED UP IN MY FUCKING

ROOM CRYING MY EYES OUT

BECAUSE I WOULD HAVE LOST

THE ONLY PERSON I CAN

CONFIDE IN, MY BEST FRIEND

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23:07

I just wanted to tell you

I’m sorry

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For everything

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i forgive you

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